Don’t laugh at me, laugh with me
If u can understand
If you want me come and get me
Catch me if you can
I can’t keep running from my demons
I’ve tried but I just can’t hide
Sometimes they r so bad
I contemplate suicide
But I could never take my own life
So I bowed my head and cried
I get so tired, fed up with life
I’m going through to many things
Then a voice spoke to me, listen child
Those are adult growing pains
I understand how u feel
U c I have those pains too
Mine r caused by the sins of the world
Some even caused by u
Lord I’m sorry I know I’ve hurt u
I’ve tried following your word
My child it’s tough, I know it is
In case u haven’t heard
I know u will fall short, that is y I’m here
To give you all the help you need
Also remember when your troubles cut u so deep
Just like u I too will bleed.
U can come to me one on one
Whenever you need my help
But b 4 I can intervene
U must first help yourself
Lord I’m a sinner I have a problem
A weakness for other women but I truly love my wife
Now that I’m married it’s just a weakness
I’ll put that on my life
She’s the one I love her so
But I can’t help but want the rest
Then it hit me no woman is worth it
When at home I already have the best
That is true, I put her there
For times just like these
So when thoughts like these enter your mind
Remember you promised her and also ME
I need u n my life Lord
I need you to pave the way
If you will lead, I will follow
I’ve been there everyday.
