You wished things worked out,
Together we would be,
Raise little ones,
And tickle me till I said stop,
Those stories we shared,
And I believed them,
Then came a storm,
Of belief and customs,
I never felt its shock,
Till I write this rhymes,
In quiet times I seek,
But you don’t see the hurt,
Why can’t I be like you?
Strong and able,
But I cave in,
Gave way to my passion,
You think of me now,
And cried yesterday,
Where are we today?
Far away from each other,
Like the heaven and the sea,
I bear this pain,
Without you today,
I cry over again,
Hoping I can mend,
My broken mind,
My heart, nowhere to be found,
In the moments we shared,
We cared so much,
I gave myself to you,
And you to me,
But who knew it would end?
For a love such as ours
Is not allowed,
With a mask now,
I carry on,
A forced smile,
To hide my true love,
With you I had the world,
Now an empty shell,
To sleep at night,
Is a rest to my mind,
Forevermore I carry the scar,
That fulfils its duty
A sign of love,
Or a wing clipped
Dove.