My New Story

Back in my past, I grew colder as I grew older,
Always facing life with a cold stare,
Fighting with my peers, all my sins I bared,
Lord, so many times I broke down crying,
Wishing this loneliness would not take me away,
In my mind, I thought this was my life,
And I must confess- their was no hope for me,

But after I graduated, and decide to propagate-
My mind was filled with dreams,
That one summer day, I changed my view,
Saw life as a gift rather than a curse,
Promised myself to live my life to its fullest,
After that all is history,
No longer holding on to the dream of suicide,
Picturing my mother crying next to my body,

I am no longer lost in this world,
Hope is what I reach for,
And there is always a little more of it left,
My mind is free now as I pass no judgment,
I will survive each day with a smile on my face,
And that's how I end this story.

(11800169)   Copyright © 01/01/2007 Ronil Tataria