I pursue love and lust
As if they were one,
Entwine within my mind,
Demons disguise as thoughts,
Fever of lust binds me now-
More than ever I tremble-
Day after day,
Year after year I suffer,
Where lies the cure?
I look towards the heaven,
And seek some remedy,
Pushed aside by the winds,
As If I am ill gotten,
Darkness engulfs me,
Closing the path to hope,
I sit and wait for the end,
The time when I leave-
And start my journey
All over again
I sob frantically,
As if I was raped,
My soul out in the open,
Left for demons to feed upon,
Not an ounce of strength I can muster,
Who do I call now?
Where do I fall now?
When will these wounds heal?
And wicked thoughts leave?
