Human Tough

I feel lost at times,
Even my thoughts are random,
Feelings of suicide,
From the world I hide,
Never let them see the pain,
For I am filled with too much pride,
And no happiness of mine they will gain,
Through this anger and grief,
My sanity I maintain to keep,
For when my time comes,
I hope you all can see,
And know all I wanted-
To be is a plain ol' me.

To live my life is to never be free,
Always succumbing to someone else's need,
And feeling a constant whip of misery,

If you can place your feet in my shoes,
Then you will know that I am no fool,
For I carry on when it gets rough,
I am built, human tough.

(11800100)   Copyright © 08/01/05 Ronil Tataria