Today I lose,
Love and its kind,
Forgoing future hopes,
And dreams,
Wishes based on selfish cliché.
In darkness I live,
Within walls full of knowledge,
No emotions on exhibit,
Just cold surrounding me,
Played with many hearts,
For what?
Sex
And “love”
No defeat is greater,
Than the one lost-
For love,
Turned ice,
I ask for it to beat,
Once more-
Years will pass-
And I will cry,
Crimes of mine are great,
Which have sealed my fate,
Soul, Heart, Love, Life, I’ve lost it all…