I can't find love in this place,
My thoughts and my dreams are misplaced,
My dreams turn colder and colder,
Through these years I became older,
I want to shed tears tonight,
But the man in me picks to hide,
When no hope is left in sight,
My arms reach to cover my eyes,
Hurt is what I believe tonight,
Anger has taken my life,
I walk on a straight edge,
Keeping this rage in check,
Funny how I want a wife,
So I can fuck all night,
In the end I let myself go,
Gave my virginity to some hoe,
Can somebody guarantee me hope?
Or love untouched,
A trust so sure,
That I would die for it ever more,
My pain and my fury,
Left me feeling drained,
How do I live on?
When my nightmares have won?
Struggle is what I face,
I see that I am a miss fit case,
As I write down these verse,
I leave my heart in a hearse,
Change my heart to cold,
And make my choices bold,
This sensation got me going mad,
No doubt, I always feel bad,
I seek knowledge and wisdom,
When people trick me,
Why do I stand there and look dumb?
My wounds are eternal,
No remedy comes to mind,
Only these words give me some relief,
Help me loosen up my beef.
