My head pounding, palm against my forehead
My brain over loaded with thoughts
The house is now quiet
My my mind is destructively loud
This repetive pain, self inflicted misery
Can't you see I have tried I have tried over and over
Now the will is gone
My soul and eye, simoultaneous tears
All directions, point to disappointment
Cracked compass, clouded judgement
I see life alone, one way or the other
My last try, my silent plea
hoping and wishing you hear me
