To the people who claim to know me,
The feelings that they show me,
I am fooling myself
All the while toying with your emotions,
I need to be alone and figure myself out,
Before I became a riot,
Blaming god, you and myself,
Help me if I am fool, who wants all,
Seeing you only as tools,
I can’t focus on love and lust,
Mixing water and oil-
Not allowed,
So for now I must let you all go,
Till I start thinking right,
Life brights are on-
And I am blinded-
Don’t want to let you feeling cheated,
From all this mess I created,
Forgive me for I have sinned,
Led you singing the same tune,
As I set the lure,
Help me, who heeds these words,
Each one a curse as I speak them,
Reality bounces me with no stop,
Till I live alone,
For I have come alone here,
And so shall I be alone.
