Here I am alone...again
Emotional, full of mistakes and shame
Who's to blame?
Do I blame myself and feel guilty
Or do I blame the world
I know it's sounds silly
How reasonable can it be
To blame society
When I keep trying to shelter myself
from reality
How creditable of a witness can I be
in the murder of my brain
Clashing with reality once again
Shattering what little sanity remains
I'm held captive by my own ignorance but
My mind is homeless and continues to wander...displaced
This is unacceptable, unthinkable
Where is my faith?
