3 years ago, about this same time
U and I had fallen out
What I did, I didn't do intentionally
I just wasn't ready 4 what life had 2 teach me
U want me 2 say I'm sorry
When I didn't mean 2 hurt U that way
But it takes a man 2 face his demons
Just hear what I have 2 say
Years have passed and I hasn't been easy
Pictures of U I still C
Our live 2gether was no fairytale
It ended unhappily
I wish I had listened
As your voice played over and over in my head
I kept telling myself
I should have heard the things she said
Like, I just wanted someone 2 talk 2
Come home 2 when I had a bad day
Someone when life was dark
2 B that light that helped me find my way
Someone 2 B there 4 me
When life's precious moments were missing
Just someone 2 hear me when I spoke
But, most of all someone 2 listen
I didn't mean 2 turn and run
Hide behind my fears
Nor did I mean 2 break your heart
And leave U drowning in sorrow and tears
I guess I needed time
2 grow up, get my priorities straight
As I was going from boy 2 man
I didn't expect U 2 wait
I was looking 4 a man, true
But your boyish ways made me smile
If U hadn't made the changes so quickly
The wait may have been worth while
I wasn't worried about the heartaches
Not even the pains we would go through
I only had 1 need in life
That need was needing U
Now here I am, many years later
Holding on 2 what may have been
After all the pain and time that has passed
It all finally make since.
I've got the house, wife and kids
I even bought the Ferrari
U forgave me at the altar B 4 U said I do
And 4 that I say I'm Sorry