Many times in my life,
I wonder why, I feel this misery,
It seems as if pain searches for me,
Never avoiding my path, leaving a decree
She is all I have known my life,
And I wonder why that is so?
Her company leaves me feeling lonelier,
As I carry my heart, with sadness it tires,
Every time I greet her with a smile,
Inside I am dying, all the time,
I don't want to see her anymore,
As I pick my crying self of the floor,
In my heart I know that it is the truth,
She left me a long time ago,
When will I open my eyes?
She does this to all the guys,
Like and old record, she files me away,
Now she found a new guy to play,
I was her prize for a while,
My hurt takes away my smile,
To this day, I think about the cause,
If only that day, before saying Hi,
Should I have paused?
